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_notes/2024-05-07-xa.md

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+title: Note
+date: "2024-05-07 17:39"
+---
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+It's fascinating how I changed from so-called "Apple Fanboy and missionary" to I couldn't care less in a very short time. And that's while still enjoying these computers very much. But I know that there is no new computer by them in my future.

_posts/2024-05-07-i-failed.md

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+title: I failed
+date: 2024-05-07 17:34 +0200
+tags:
+  - weblogpomo2024
+---
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+I failed hard. I noticed it on day three of the [challenge](https://muhh.lol/posts/it-s-weblog-posting-month/), but was not able to write. With good reasons, but they are not important.  
+So I continued to fail. The day after and the next day as well. Weekend went by.  
+On Monday I went into full work mode and enjoyed the things I'm not failing at. Like doing an early morning walk with the dog to clear my brain to work around the constant interruptions that make my life harder than necessary. Which is one of the best results of therapy so far. There are more. Maybe I'll write about them one day.
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+And I'm still failing some more. It's ok to fail.
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+I learned to stand up and walk on. Finally.

_posts/2024-05-10-why.md

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+title: Why?
+date: "2024-05-10 10:23"
+tags:
+  - weblogpomo2024
+---
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+It's happened again. I finished the early morning tasks at home and didn't immediately leave for a walk. I dropped on the couch.  
+Now it's more than two hours later, I handled one important customer request, but the rest was lost to distractions. 
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+Sigh. 
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+I need to go now. Make at least a short round. Otherwise the whole day might be lost. 
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+I'm furious how my brain works against me.